A very random post you might never ever want to read

After two failed attempts at writing and publishing a pretty decent blog post, I decided to give it another shot. And if you’re reading this, then fab-freakin-tabulous! I’ve finally become successful at working on that short-term goal of mine. -.-“

I’ve actually written some long blog posts the past week. One is a confession letter, originally intended to be published on the 14th. It’s now rotting in the Drafts tab, in case you ask. The other? A very dramatic post about friendship and all its crap. Thankfully, Thought Catalog released a write-up which translated the exact same shitty sentiments I’ve been having into words even my so-called friends can read and comprehend. There was no need for me to write my own, then. No kidding.

Moving on.

I haven’t been getting enough sleep the past days. I just toss and turn on my bed. These days, I even turn my laptop off at an earlier time. Even my usual and very strict 1-hour music listening, which usually helps me sleep better, doesn’t work its magic anymore. :/

My dreams are also… creepy. Not nightmarish, though. Just plain old weird. Like… UGH. Forgot about them already. >_< I think I should keep a Dream Diary. I used to write on one when I was taking a Psychology class. It was fun and interesting, especially when we had them interpreted in class. Hmmm. Yeah. I definitely should work on one again.

Life’s boring these days. And I can’t wait to go back to regular schooling. I’m also considering taking summer classes just to kill time. Plus, I can’t really spend much since I’m not (once again) earning my own money as of the mo. I know my parents are willing to fund my lavish lifestyle, but I choose not to ask any money from them.

In a few days I’ll be hitting the big 이십일. Scary. I’m getting old. And it’s happening FAST! >_< But since we’re on birthdays, I’ll talk about my birthday plans. Well, there’s not much to discuss really since I still don’t have any definite stuff in my mind. HAHA.

As of now, I’m thinking of hosting an overnight swimming party. Or just taking a few friends, most likely Korea people, to the amusement park. Last year, I had an awesome birthday celebration with them despite being acquaintances for only a few days. And I feel that it would be more fun celebrating with them this year.

I’m also thinking of just going to a club all by myself. Play dress up, dance, get wasted and get wild. Not necessarily in that order. HAHAHAHAHAHA! So not gonna happen! At least not here in the Philippines. :>

Or… What if… Just what if… I just book a ticket for a trip abroad? UGH. Dilemmas! Yenoe me. I am as fickle as always. Sensitiba too! Very much.

One thing’s for certain: I just want to be very happy on my birthday. No worries. No pains. No heartaches. No drama. Spare me that day. Please. :)

This is getting pretty long. And boring. And nonsensical. And… I’m sleepy. Tata! x

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